I am

I am a strong woman and a strict mother. I want to be happy with what I have. I have acceptance for those who are different. I wish for true love. I hate injustice. I fear the unthinkable and unknown. I hear it all; but listen selectively. I search for the reason why it all happens. I wonder how other people feel. I regret so many things. I love my daughter. I ache for what I have lost. I always hope for the best. I usually look at the other person's point of view. I am not a doormat. I dance with my daughter. I sing all the time. I never forget. I rarely express my true feelings. I cry for who I love, the things I can't take back, and the situations I put myself in. I am not always smiling on the inside. I lose valuable time. I'm confused about the difference between just loving someone and true love. I need advice. I should be more focused. I dream of sharing my life with him.